Oh, its you again.
For starters, I'm horrible w. this whole blogging thing. In fact, most the time I forget that I actually have one of these things, which came about due to my aesthetics class. But whatever. I personally don't feel like my life is that interesting to read about -- it's more of a "you had to be there" type lifestyles & if you unfortunately, didn't have the chance to be there then.. damn, you missed out. I have selective memory & only remember things that are beneficial to myself.. . so this blog is probably going to be very bias: always allowing myself to be the victim, while everyone & everything else is the bad guy. Yes, I'm a photographer but I'm the worst when it comes to carrying around my camera & snapping everything I do & then posting it w. a run down on what occured -- but for your sake.. . I'll think about doing it? Oh, and I will not have emotional breakdowns or put anyone on blast.. I have friends for that. If I'm sad, you won't know it. If I'm mad, you won't know it. The only thing you'll know is that school is officially over & for the next four months you have been given this grand opportunity to have a slight pass into my life & witness all the traveling, planning & fcukery I choose to expose to you.
Sunday, March 2, 2008 @ 2:04 AM
another again.
diamonds are a girl's best friend !!
well .. at least not for this girl ; all she needs in her life is are christian louboutins & nike blazers/dunks & she'll be happy; content w. all that life has to offer her .. because those material things are indeed her best friends. =]
.. i dunno what made me start this blog w. that phrase or even put that picture up [i just felt as if it looked like i was reading this blog -- you know after i typed it because thats how i look when i read -- beautiful isnt it? almost smiling w. my eyes a little, no?] ; but needless to say this weekend i finally found a "passion" to do something. now dont get me wrong .. i have ideas every now & then .. & im currently working on another big project [that will also be revealed as time progresses] BUT, some i say i want to pursue -- others it's just a "i was throwin` it out there" type thing. but after spending yet another nite alone i had an epiphany. i texted tazz this marvelous idea & BAMM -- we are gonna work to make this "far-fetched, sorry as a friend its not gonna work" idea come to life. one word: LA. yep, that was the bum ass hint imma give you guys until i further this plan & plan out ways to make it happen. but for once in my life i finally feel like i know what i want to do w. my life -- although my photography/comm. design degree might not be what i actually need to pursue it, nonetheless its still something to have under my belt & besides .. i love my art classes.
the only real reason im writing this blog is because honestly im lonely. 2:15am on a saturday nite (sunday morning -- depending on how you wanna look at it) & im absolutely positively .. lonely. boyfriend is out partying. friends are out partying. roommate is out getting read for tomorrow's photoshoot -- & im just sitting here bullshitting on this blog when i should studying for my architecture midterm. nonetheless, i feel as if typing on this someone out there hears me & i feel a little better. even if they read this .. 2 weeks later or something.
tomorrow .. finally something i get to enjoy a little bit: a photoshoot. no, im not the photographer this time. =/ one of my friends will be shooting [best believe my camera will be fully assembled in my bag .. you know just in case shit happens] but i am helping style, which is my second favorite thing to do. the photoshoot is strictly a hair shoot w. about seven girls, including my lovely roommate, which is supposed to last from 9am to 2pm in a town 20 minutes away from me. which means imma have to get up earlyy -- like as if i was going to work or something of that nature. spring break is the following week & i have a booked set w. an spoken artist named messiah for plateau magazine [a magazine solely dedicated to up & coming artist] -- i figure i contribute & shoot the artist they are featuring while they up & coming .. & who knows where that will take me.
.. . absolutely pointless. that's all that is now on my mind about this post -- has absolutely no sentimental message, or moral/lesson that you can learn from it ; in fact, you probably just wasted 5 minutes of your life reading the fcukery that's going through this brain of mine. nonetheless, my loneliness is gone & i feel complete -- so i no longer need to sit here & "blog" my heart away.. at least not until tomorrow.
can I talk my shit again?
Who brought the cool girl?
Well for starters, she brought herself.

No use of another introduction -- if you really care about knowing this girl.. feel free to read my first post ever where I introduce this rather cool kid, people refer as "El". But if you really want to get to know more about this chick, visit some of her other sites as well:
the myspace.
the flickr.
".. . but you was just a rich girl only having fun." -- amy.
A picture is worth a thousand words.
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